Doubtful dreams

The thing about dreams is something strange…. I have many of them, and many are about the future with my camera… and what do I dream about?

– my own lovely big studio without sharing with others – only a studio where I rule

– getting assignments like shooting campaigns in Mexico for HM or something ???? Vogue, Elle etc. YES THANK YOU

– to make a living from my photography one day and not just as a side job or for a modeling agency to hire me as being part photographer and part administrative, which I am trained for.

I feel quite lucky that at the age of 36-37 (as I was when I started), I have found my passion – the thing you are REALLY passionate about…. I think many people never find their passion in life – Unfortunately! I am also lucky that in just 2 years I have come AS far as I am…..it is actually something I am often grateful for…..

BUT

Then there are the days when you doubt everything... when things stand still - nothing happens, but you don't feel like you will ever achieve anything... the days when you think: "have I built an illusion that I have talent, to myself??” I HATE THOSE DAYS!!! but they sneak in from the right – unseen – until it hits someone in the forehead…..

Thank God they don't visit often ????

What is YOUR passion/Dream? Do you also know these days??

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